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Jun. 9th, 2001 02:47 amit's amazing to be awake in the wee hours of the morning again. finally! there's actually *people* online!
Now forThoughts Chop Souy!
Finals seem so far away for some reason. I know I should really study for Physics, but ... ::shrug:: Glad I sneaked through with an A- in Stat. Mr. Miller even offered to do a rec for me! Very happy about that. Wonder if it's too early to start planning for summer or not. For one thing I need a ton of money. Probably will have to get a job.
Sometimes get dejected about art stuff. I started so late, and everything I draw seem so lifeless... creative things always come easier to other people. It's the same with writing, which is why I decided not to apply for AP English (not sure if I'm regretting it). yeah, heard that it's easier and stuff, but I'm a slow reader, and writing essays has always been a problem. Forever a lack of words, and having to make do with "things" "very", etc. There's too big a gap between my passive vocab vs. my active vocab. grr.... The thing is, I write okay essays, but it always takes so much out of me just to do that "average job"...
Tochi and Sae are having trouble with the art table. I shall try to spare as much psychic energy as possible for them. Also, if they're having trouble establishing a business, I can try asking my parents if they can use "ours". Sure, it doesn't match at all, but at least its an established business... (So glad mom's back again... she's more understanding about these things.) Anyway, best of luck to them. Yay!
Okay, I get to be selfish and make wishes. art classes, dsl, MY OWN ROOM, art supplies, SPARE TIME, mySQL, AX, mom stop being so busy and dad stop being so angsty, good math teacher next year, good luck on finals, fun summer, win spirit week next year, Yamamoto sensei staying, not die next year with APs... SMOOTH SAILING for Tochi, Sae, Jeanne, Karen, Liz, Carrie at AX, Nicole at Italy, Karen in Japan, Jess at Stanford and Junior Nationals, Catherine and Nicole at work, Katherine and Katharine at whatever they're doing....everyone in college search, me stop being so sullen and annoying, hopefully will ace Folk Song presentation, learn japanese, have enough creativity for webpage design... enough hot guys for all "non-popular" girls in the world....
Plenty of Spare Time and Creativity for Everyone!
Okay, that was the most random "Birthday" moment.... maybe because it's nearing my 17.5 birthday...::shrug:: I've been an idiot.
Now forThoughts Chop Souy!
Finals seem so far away for some reason. I know I should really study for Physics, but ... ::shrug:: Glad I sneaked through with an A- in Stat. Mr. Miller even offered to do a rec for me! Very happy about that. Wonder if it's too early to start planning for summer or not. For one thing I need a ton of money. Probably will have to get a job.
Sometimes get dejected about art stuff. I started so late, and everything I draw seem so lifeless... creative things always come easier to other people. It's the same with writing, which is why I decided not to apply for AP English (not sure if I'm regretting it). yeah, heard that it's easier and stuff, but I'm a slow reader, and writing essays has always been a problem. Forever a lack of words, and having to make do with "things" "very", etc. There's too big a gap between my passive vocab vs. my active vocab. grr.... The thing is, I write okay essays, but it always takes so much out of me just to do that "average job"...
Tochi and Sae are having trouble with the art table. I shall try to spare as much psychic energy as possible for them. Also, if they're having trouble establishing a business, I can try asking my parents if they can use "ours". Sure, it doesn't match at all, but at least its an established business... (So glad mom's back again... she's more understanding about these things.) Anyway, best of luck to them. Yay!
Okay, I get to be selfish and make wishes. art classes, dsl, MY OWN ROOM, art supplies, SPARE TIME, mySQL, AX, mom stop being so busy and dad stop being so angsty, good math teacher next year, good luck on finals, fun summer, win spirit week next year, Yamamoto sensei staying, not die next year with APs... SMOOTH SAILING for Tochi, Sae, Jeanne, Karen, Liz, Carrie at AX, Nicole at Italy, Karen in Japan, Jess at Stanford and Junior Nationals, Catherine and Nicole at work, Katherine and Katharine at whatever they're doing....everyone in college search, me stop being so sullen and annoying, hopefully will ace Folk Song presentation, learn japanese, have enough creativity for webpage design... enough hot guys for all "non-popular" girls in the world....
Plenty of Spare Time and Creativity for Everyone!
Okay, that was the most random "Birthday" moment.... maybe because it's nearing my 17.5 birthday...::shrug:: I've been an idiot.
