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Thanksgiving was a lot of fun. Isaac got to meet Joanne, and neither side were too unhappy, so yay for friends working out. Food was excellent. I need to learn this western food stuff. I got slightly tipsy (without the aid of alcohol, thank you), but all was well. I think people were amused. Watched 1776 and Monsoon Wedding, both excellent in their own ways. Now tired. This is turning out to be a fun weekend.

Sometimes I wonder if I have angst or not, or whether I've just done such a good job of denying it that I really don't have angst. And of course, one has to recognize something to deny it, right? So do I actually already know what I'm denying, or am I just denying randomly?

damn, all this hanging out w/ older people makes me think about my life.

I want to know more about people. They are so interesting.

For example, meeting Joanne's parents is interesting. Kinda know where she's coming from now. Unfortunately, I think I scared them.

I think I strayed out of bounds of propriety tonight. It's never good to let out the fully unadulterated and slightly tipsy self. Some moderate control is necessary. Just so that I don't scare myself. I'm glad people are not telepathic, it's the stupidest ability ever.

I wish I were as social as my brother. I have to consciously care about people. He just does it naturally.