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summercomfort) wrote2002-06-17 01:11 pm
summercomfort) wrote2002-06-17 01:11 pm
after-reading updates....
isn't this nifty? If you go to http://edit.livejournal.com it goes directly to the LJ Portal!
And since everyone had been talking about graduation... Here's my spiel:
What's most surprising and a knock to the head is the name reading. I kept on going, "Oh, I knew that person. We used to talk back at Jordan/Freshman year/3rd Grade." And I am now utterly amazed and somewhat dazed at how wide our paths have diverged, that I don't even know where s/he is going and what s/he likes to do anymore. There are so many half-friendships that are accumulated over the years that have dissolved into nothingness. Then there are all the people that I didn't even know was in our grade. It seems as if for the last few years I've been closing myself in in terms of friends. Sure, I have casual acquaintences, but it's only to you guys that I discuss my life and whine and whatnot. I don't even feel close to my classmates or SciOly people. Have I been less willing to trust/open up/talk to non-gumi people? It's just all very weird and bizzare. I have evolved in a strange and unexpected way, and I didn't even realize it. Everything seems so superficial now. ::angst angst angst::
Heehee.... Okay, that was fun, wasn't it? No, I don't have problems...not really, anyway. And as for the graduation itself, Mischa's speech sounded oddly familiar. (didn't he post an essay thingy on the Weekly 6 months ago that sounded like that?) Tyler's piano playing was cool, the national anthem singing was cool, and the end was kinda emotional, and "OH MY GOD, THIS IS THE END". Grad nite sounds a lot like Jordan. Didn't get too wild, right? Sad I missed the picnic and the parties.
And since everyone had been talking about graduation... Here's my spiel:
What's most surprising and a knock to the head is the name reading. I kept on going, "Oh, I knew that person. We used to talk back at Jordan/Freshman year/3rd Grade." And I am now utterly amazed and somewhat dazed at how wide our paths have diverged, that I don't even know where s/he is going and what s/he likes to do anymore. There are so many half-friendships that are accumulated over the years that have dissolved into nothingness. Then there are all the people that I didn't even know was in our grade. It seems as if for the last few years I've been closing myself in in terms of friends. Sure, I have casual acquaintences, but it's only to you guys that I discuss my life and whine and whatnot. I don't even feel close to my classmates or SciOly people. Have I been less willing to trust/open up/talk to non-gumi people? It's just all very weird and bizzare. I have evolved in a strange and unexpected way, and I didn't even realize it. Everything seems so superficial now. ::angst angst angst::
Heehee.... Okay, that was fun, wasn't it? No, I don't have problems...not really, anyway. And as for the graduation itself, Mischa's speech sounded oddly familiar. (didn't he post an essay thingy on the Weekly 6 months ago that sounded like that?) Tyler's piano playing was cool, the national anthem singing was cool, and the end was kinda emotional, and "OH MY GOD, THIS IS THE END". Grad nite sounds a lot like Jordan. Didn't get too wild, right? Sad I missed the picnic and the parties.