summercomfort | calmly waiting for the other shoe to drop, somewhat bewildered that it hasn't yet

It's kind of weird how calm I am about this, but it may be because after all these years and numerous times of dashed hopes, I've kind of just accepted that "noping out of this pregnancy" to be my body's default response. So it's all kind of normalized for me? Like, I'm not super anxious about it, I just wake up every morning somewhat perplexed that I haven't started spotting and contractions yet. Like, "huh. I guess I'm still pregnant. Okay."

Maybe it'll feel more "real" when more symptoms kick in, but right now I barely get any nausea, and my boobs are woefully small.

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