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summercomfort) wrote2002-02-22 10:10 pm
summercomfort) wrote2002-02-22 10:10 pm
What happens when Sushu is tired.
Why do I feel so tired? I agree with Jess, this has been the longest short week ever. Maybe it's the three full day thing, with no block days to relieve the stress. Well, hey, at least all the SciOly stuff is reshuffled. Now everyone will get a nifty packet Monday with a schedule, their events highlighted, and another copy of the event info sheet in case they lost it. Good thing most people aren't doing a lot of re-studying. Even though everyone gets three events, you're only responsible for thoroughly studying one and glancing at the other 2. Yay. Of course, neither of my co-presidents are at home. Off partying. Bah.
Normally, I'd think that something's wrong with my life because I have none. But then, I don't really care about a social life. Or is it because I'm so awkward around people? I'm always making the wrong comments and stuff. Plus I get embarrassed too easily. I have the hardest time making small talk or just striking up a conversation in general. Is it because of my superficial personality? (Notice that I never have anything meaningful or interesting to say. It's always me whining about something or other.) Well, I have no social life, and that's that. No more thinking about it. Thinking is bad.
Internet is scary. It's so easy to get addicted. Especially when one is tired in the evening. My mouse just automatically drifts toward the connection button. Oftentimes I don't even know what I'm online for, but then I'm too mentally tired to do anything. I end up lolling about online, not accomplishing anything. Very bad for me. There's the tired state when I should be sleeping, but instead I click around sites like a zombie, not really surfing with a purpose, brain too dead to process half of what I'm doing. It takes a really strong stimulus to wake me up enough to force me offline and to sleep. But anyway, that's definitely not healthy. In my effort to be a good girl, I'm forswearing surfing for a week. In other words, I'll check LJ, email, and sluggy. That's it. ::crosses fingers:: Let's see what happens. Maybe I can actually get some computer-related stuff done!
You know what? I've been doing too much ranting these days. I think half of my entries for the last week are all long depressiong rants. Teen angst? Most likely.
Maybe I should slack off more so that I'm less tired and therefore more happy. Yeah...
Normally, I'd think that something's wrong with my life because I have none. But then, I don't really care about a social life. Or is it because I'm so awkward around people? I'm always making the wrong comments and stuff. Plus I get embarrassed too easily. I have the hardest time making small talk or just striking up a conversation in general. Is it because of my superficial personality? (Notice that I never have anything meaningful or interesting to say. It's always me whining about something or other.) Well, I have no social life, and that's that. No more thinking about it. Thinking is bad.
Internet is scary. It's so easy to get addicted. Especially when one is tired in the evening. My mouse just automatically drifts toward the connection button. Oftentimes I don't even know what I'm online for, but then I'm too mentally tired to do anything. I end up lolling about online, not accomplishing anything. Very bad for me. There's the tired state when I should be sleeping, but instead I click around sites like a zombie, not really surfing with a purpose, brain too dead to process half of what I'm doing. It takes a really strong stimulus to wake me up enough to force me offline and to sleep. But anyway, that's definitely not healthy. In my effort to be a good girl, I'm forswearing surfing for a week. In other words, I'll check LJ, email, and sluggy. That's it. ::crosses fingers:: Let's see what happens. Maybe I can actually get some computer-related stuff done!
You know what? I've been doing too much ranting these days. I think half of my entries for the last week are all long depressiong rants. Teen angst? Most likely.
Maybe I should slack off more so that I'm less tired and therefore more happy. Yeah...
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PS: I automatically start typing www.livejournal.com when I'm online. o.o ;) You can do it! I'll do it with you... I'll really stick to my resolutions and write only one entry per week.
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Alas, I have broken my word already. I think. Does skimming/rereading a fanfic count? I shouldn't. No fanfics. They'll still be here a week from now.
One entry per week? Wow, very lofty goal! ::roots for Catherine:: go Catherine! you can do it!
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