summercomfort | Lacking motivation

So.... it's October now. I've been so busy the last month and a half, that now ... I just don't want to do anything. Not that there aren't things to do ... I can make all the lists I want, but I just can't bring myself to care anymore. I miss the days when I can just take a mental health day and not have to plan more lessons as a result. As it stands, it actually takes more effort to take a day off than to just go in to work, because I have to first find people to sub for me, then write explicit lesson plans for the subs, and then deal with catchup work when I get back.

Even if a part of me knows that I need to prep for tomorrow, it just doesn't seem to matter.

This heat wave isn't helping.

My body deciding that ovulation is for losers and that all the related work in the last year doesn't count is also not helping with my mood.