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summercomfort) wrote2006-10-19 11:52 pm
summercomfort) wrote2006-10-19 11:52 pm
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我刚才自己一个人在我的小房子里开怀地大哭了一场，觉得心里好过一些。这一年实在各种压力太多了，有点四面楚歌的感觉。又要管家里的事，芝加哥的朋友又放不下，还想在这里的学校里交朋友（而我社交能力有不是很强）。学业上，Fremont 那里有一套，STEP 那里有一套，中文学校又有一套。再加上要搬家，还有一个男朋友的问题。
一下子有这么多的头绪，觉得有点应付不过来，但是这大概就是做为成人所要面对的吧。一方面，想多放掉一点，只管学校和家里，可是又希望有点自己的生活－朋友，画画，烧饭 ... 但是如果脱离了家里，又怕这样的话我管不了自己的生活（有规律地吃饭，等等）。而且家里的事又放不下...
I think part of the problem is that I'm seriously an introvert. I only like hanging out with people 30% of my waking hours. And now I'm doing it from 7am to 9pm, and that's stressful. Maybe it's time to make the library my home again.
Okay, I was five minutes late to class last week. And just now I got an email saying "Hi Sushu, You were very late to class last week and I asked all those that were tardy to see me after class. You were the only one that didn't stay behind and speak to me. I was surprised by this! Please stay behind tomorrow and explain this to me."
To which I replied, "Hi *****, Sorry, I guess I just thought I was in the less-than-5-minutes-late crowd, since I came in at around 3:20. But I guess that's more-than-5-minutes late. I'll stay behind tomorrow and explain myself properly.
~Sushu"
I guess I was being too snarky, but seriously, my five-minutes-late has repercussions 1 week after the fact? Also, I seem to give off this aura of being very late or very irresponsible? Shaughnessy thought I slept in class 50% of the time, when it was only 25%. And the STEP people think I'm about to break or something, checking after me every time I sneeze. At least when I'm sick I only miss 1 day. I know of others in STEP who miss several, and I don't see them being pounced on. I am living with my parents thankyouverymuch. The last thing I need is another mother.
一下子有这么多的头绪，觉得有点应付不过来，但是这大概就是做为成人所要面对的吧。一方面，想多放掉一点，只管学校和家里，可是又希望有点自己的生活－朋友，画画，烧饭 ... 但是如果脱离了家里，又怕这样的话我管不了自己的生活（有规律地吃饭，等等）。而且家里的事又放不下...
I think part of the problem is that I'm seriously an introvert. I only like hanging out with people 30% of my waking hours. And now I'm doing it from 7am to 9pm, and that's stressful. Maybe it's time to make the library my home again.
Okay, I was five minutes late to class last week. And just now I got an email saying "Hi Sushu, You were very late to class last week and I asked all those that were tardy to see me after class. You were the only one that didn't stay behind and speak to me. I was surprised by this! Please stay behind tomorrow and explain this to me."
To which I replied, "Hi *****, Sorry, I guess I just thought I was in the less-than-5-minutes-late crowd, since I came in at around 3:20. But I guess that's more-than-5-minutes late. I'll stay behind tomorrow and explain myself properly.
~Sushu"
I guess I was being too snarky, but seriously, my five-minutes-late has repercussions 1 week after the fact? Also, I seem to give off this aura of being very late or very irresponsible? Shaughnessy thought I slept in class 50% of the time, when it was only 25%. And the STEP people think I'm about to break or something, checking after me every time I sneeze. At least when I'm sick I only miss 1 day. I know of others in STEP who miss several, and I don't see them being pounced on. I am living with my parents thankyouverymuch. The last thing I need is another mother.
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