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summercomfort ([personal profile] summercomfort) wrote2006-04-04 01:32 am

Doom

For those of you wondering, my BA is due this Friday at noon. That means I have 3 more days to write it. And it's gonna take a lot of work. I have the sections roughed out, but every bit needs refinement of massiveness. Plus I currently only have 15 footnotes, which is Not Enough. Like, I should have 100 footnotes.

So using Cat's definitions, the BA is no longer Looming over me, for it has ceased the lurking. Now it's just Dooming.

I'm... oddly calm about it. It's kinda like, hey, End Time is Friday Noon, and that's that. Even if I get a B- in the paper, that's basically B- for two classes, and lord knows I've gotten B-'s before. I would like to turn in a good paper, so I'm gonna keep working, but other than that... I'm not too stressed. I'm currently at 27 pages, and it just has to be article-length, which is 35-50. Maybe tomorrow I'll start working on the conclusion and the later bits so that it's a complete rough-hewn paper, and then go back and slowly fine-tune it to goodness.

This does mean that the second half of my Japan day-comic shall have to wait a bit. I'll probably re-start it next Monday. In the meantime, there's a movie poster spoof up at CGU. Which, since I spend about 8 hours/week on*, y'all better be reading... Especially since everything but the previous week's update is free.

What does displease me, however, is the general blah-ness of my body. I guess I have no right to complain, since I don't get real periods, but actually, I'd prefer a real period, where everything just flows, instead of this week+ weird thing where my back hurts like hell, I sleep more than usual during the day, mood is like bipolar beyond belief, full of pent up hormonal desires, and I don't realize it's the period talking until about 4 days into it.

* on the weeks that I update.