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summercomfort) wrote2004-07-29 05:29 pm
summercomfort) wrote2004-07-29 05:29 pm
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Life at a standstill right now. Still drawing stuff for dad. I've admitted some things to myself. And made cute little charts and lists as I'm wont to do. As if logic and reason makes everything better. Boredom --> too much thinking. Too many private things hidden from various people makes me feel stuffy. Some things I can't even be vague about, which is arrgh. I'm sure I checked out another book from the library.... Life running too fast around me. Somehow this house makes me lose what little willpower I had to begin with.
In other news, I have a fitting sock. And I want to paint. But there's more textbook illustrations for me to draw. They used to be drawn by this woman in China who refuses our payments. Now they're drawn by me (much lower professional quality, alas, except I'd like to think some of my poses are better), the daughter who they don't have to pay. Guilt removed, money saved. Bravo!
In other news, I have a fitting sock. And I want to paint. But there's more textbook illustrations for me to draw. They used to be drawn by this woman in China who refuses our payments. Now they're drawn by me (much lower professional quality, alas, except I'd like to think some of my poses are better), the daughter who they don't have to pay. Guilt removed, money saved. Bravo!