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[summercomfort]

So yeah, good news is that the Shakespeare people were really nice, so we're going to see Rose Rage after all. Dec. 12 6pm.

bad news is that I've been bitchy and cranky lately, and I've been subjecting it to several unfortunate souls who happened to be around to listen. Too much stress and hysteria. Also apologies to the recent spew of random-ass LJ entries.

This has been a very volatille and chaotic quarter. I'm really looking forward to going home, getting a nice big hug from mom, and then sitting around sorting this out and figuring out a focus and really just restructuring my life so that I can enjoy it more.

Meanwhile I need to not kill myself over this paper.

Comments

[xpism.livejournal.com]

Suicide is bad. Home- I guess it'll be good for you. I'm personally DREADING it. I can't wait until December 27th, when I return to a workless Chicago.

Yay for Shakespeare.

Having a darkside is a GOOD thing.

[summercomfort]

Suicide is something I don't contemplate.

Home is especially relaxing this year cause Dad and bro will be in China. A very quiet break.

Yay for Shakespeare, indeed!

Yes, having a dark side isn't bad. What's bad is subjecting others to it.

Um.

[eptified.livejournal.com]

I don't particularly mind the angst. (Just speaking for myself.) I think the world would probably be a happier place if everyone put up with worrying, even if it's only filtered slightly.

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

I wasn't really subject to any angst, but I certainly didn't mind any of the LJ posts. Lj posting is a good thing, and you still don't post nearly as frequently as my friend Damien. Good luck on the paper, and please come by here any time you need hugs or cookies or attempts to cheer you up. Isaac's in particular are rather amusing.

[summercomfort]

You've had plenty of angst to deal w/ I think. Whew, glad that there *is* someone who posts more than I do! :D Thank you muchly for the oodles of good luck. And I think I will show up some time next Wed or Thurs with a "help! how do you make a cake!" sign.

hugs or cookies or attempts to cheer you up. Isaac's in particular are rather amusing. Isaac's what? Cookies? Attempts to cheer people up? or Hugs? Note to self: avoid Isaac's cookies.

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

Always avoid the baking of the inventor of "Peruvian Insantiy Muffins"

[summercomfort]

Peruvian Insanity Muffins actually sound interesting. Although I'm perplexed at what sort of muffins would be native to Peru. And if you call it Peruvian Insanity Muffin-Pies, then you can actually shorten it to PIMP.

[eptified.livejournal.com]

...my cookies are just fine, thank you very much. A little bit of deliberate ambiguity on someone's part notwithstanding.

I believe she was referring to my attempts to cheer people up, which sometimes involve picking them up and turning them upside down.

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

It's quite disconcerting, being inverted. As is hugging someone who can use the top of your head as a chin rest.

[callistoskye.livejournal.com]

I'm looking forward to going home too. We'll have a happy yay-for-home reunion in PA.

Don't stress the random LJ-posts-- they're a good way to let off steam. And it's nice to know what's going on in your life from faraway, even if it is angsty and unhappy.

::sends lots of love and hugs and support:: You can make it to break!!

[conejita.livejournal.com]

^_^ I don't mind the garbled lj angst! but you haven't exactly been laying it on me either (hence I'm more confused than burdened) anyways, the way I've always understood it is personal angst teaches one how to write good angsty characters, even if you think your angst isn't good enough or whatever, teehee, a character who thinks her angst is selfish would be interesting methinks ;oP

anyways I'm not sure what you have been doing to others, but I'm assuming you haven't called your friends while you took 5 sleeping pills and drunk god knows how much alcohol and then said that you weren't trying to kill yourself and got angry when your friend tried to get help for you, and then got angry the next day (because you survived) at your friend for having freaked out being worried about you and then you told friend you never want to talk to her because friend is frustrated that you want her to be your gf even tho you have one already, and thinking about getting another one who you claim you loved all the while you said you loved said friend.. ::cough:: (and all this melodrama because you have to write 14 pages in two weeks) ok, see THAT'S a pain in the ass, and if you haven't gotten that far you can't be all that bitchy/cranky ^_~ >looks both ways< I think thor doesn't read your lj.

plus your lj is for YOU, if you don't feel like trying to make yourself comprehensible for the world it doesn't matter!

less than 2 weeks left! ::huggles::