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[summercomfort]

Sometimes a little self-time would be nice. When I can be really really selfish and not have to think about other people. Just be a real hermit.

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8-)

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Well- for pity's sake, they don't _make_ you let them in to your apartment, do they?

Re: 8-)

[summercomfort]

FINE. I'm just too much of a push-over. So really, I shouldn't whine. I just see people with angst to deal with and I say, "Sure, you don't want to see him, sure, come over for dinner." Sushu doesn't care for herself enough. She likes caring about other people. But the one circumstance that I *require* solitude is when I write papers. But some people are naturally social and cannot understand this "being by yourself is happy" thing.

But what I really need is the ability to focus and STOP DOODLING.

Sorry, other-people-angst and other-people-expecting-Sushu-to-be-cheerful-spastic-comforter-when-Sushu-needs-to-do-paper is getting on my nerves *just* a bit. Huh. Can you tell? (There is also the general desire to remain civil in so public a forum, which keeps whining vague and impersonal)