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[summercomfort]

sometimes I wonder..... and then I realize the answer. The answer is somewhat depressing, so I try to believe it's uplifting and the way it *should* be, so then I don't solve the problem.

somethines I think about doing something.... and then I realize it's immoral. Then I wonder why it is, and who made these rules anyway, and what do all those brilliant men know about anything, who needs collective conscious anyway? But wait, that's my collective conscious speaking. Damn, they're smart.

sometimes I wonder if I ever really truly believe what I say.... and then I try not to think about that anymore.


Add: Why does school do this to me? All these mood swings. 3 hours ago I was a happy piglet. Now I'm apathetic, and tired of school in general. Well, I suppose things will pick up once I'm too busy to think/emote. Then I'd just be drained.

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[cowofthemoon.livejournal.com]

Morality.and.belief.matter.to.this.clump.of.molecules.

(my.apologies.for.the.absence.of.a.space.bar)

[summercomfort]

but pata-san, in order for this clump of molecules (or hefty package of cells) to survive the longest, it has to be in a society. So this clump of molecules worry about morals in a society, because it can make or break its life, as well as the society

[cowofthemoon.livejournal.com]

empathy...and.support.for.Sushu's.evetual.return.to....happy.pigletness?

[summercomfort]

Thank you! I'm currently back to happy piglet-ness! Yay!

Good luck with your crazy keyboard! Y'know, if you can find an old document or even this message with a space, you can copy it and paste it whenever you need a space.... There's also usually something akin to an onscreen/visual keyboard packaged with Accessories or in MSWord.

[cowofthemoon.livejournal.com]

thanku... I'll have to check that out

yah...I pasted when the n failed, but space bar I'm just to lazy to.

another solution would have been to kick my dad off this computer.

I'm going to get a new keyboard soon, (Dad's soon, which means a few months.)

I kind of like that keyboard though. It's amusing. =)