summercomfort | (no subject)

Why is it that I never remember happy dreams, while certain freakish dreams, I can never forget? Is this a subconsicous desire for the abnormal? Like that dream with the slugs at the foot of my bed that turned into rams and wanted to eat me, that I had in 6th grade. Or that dream a few nights ago where my bamboo got crushed and shortened. Or that dream where I'm walking through my house looking for this guy, and when I found him, it was weird b/c he'd just shaved all his hair off. I guess when I'm happy, I don't have dreams. I'm a really deep sleeper. So when I do have dreams, they're weird, agitated dreams.... And I usually don't remember them when I wake up. Usually just a jumpy feeling, but then I remember when something in RL triggers it. Like seeing that guy walking around the house. Or watering my bamboo. o_o