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summercomfort) wrote2002-10-20 11:05 pm
summercomfort) wrote2002-10-20 11:05 pm
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Hmm.... I forgot if I wrote about this before.... oh well. you get to hear it again.
Sometimes I just sit and wonder that the kind of background I come from.... I mean, my family: very big on Chinese values, etc. my friends: glam rock, anime, beatles, classical, and geniuses all. So very very unusual.
And I think I've figured out my anti-social-ness: I'm in a habit of doing things alone. (Maybe habit, maybe nature). It actually takes conscious effort for me to include other people when I want to do something, and usually I'm really really bad at asking other people to come along. I really enjoy tagging along with other people just for the heck of it, but I don't take enough initiative when involving others. Therefore! more involvement! General tendency of backing away, fearing involvement/acceptance?
Sometimes I just sit and wonder that the kind of background I come from.... I mean, my family: very big on Chinese values, etc. my friends: glam rock, anime, beatles, classical, and geniuses all. So very very unusual.
And I think I've figured out my anti-social-ness: I'm in a habit of doing things alone. (Maybe habit, maybe nature). It actually takes conscious effort for me to include other people when I want to do something, and usually I'm really really bad at asking other people to come along. I really enjoy tagging along with other people just for the heck of it, but I don't take enough initiative when involving others. Therefore! more involvement! General tendency of backing away, fearing involvement/acceptance?