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summercomfort) wrote2002-03-07 02:48 pm
summercomfort) wrote2002-03-07 02:48 pm
More ranting!
::sigh:: This is what it always comes down to. "What do I have to do for tomorrow?" Such a limited scope of existence. Sure, eventually I'll go to college, marry, graduate, get a job, have kids and all that good stuff. Or, closer to the present, by June I'll be driving, doing web stuff again, etc. But most of the days it's "What do I have to do for tomorrow?" What is required of me by the time I get to class tomorrow? How much effort should I put into this? How much am I *willing* to put into this? How much *can* I put into this?
Ack, so many things running through my mind. Homework, SciOly stuff, Colored Girls... There's no room left for long term plans. A part of my mind knows that there's an essay and a rough draft due Tuesday (that I should work on before Monday), and I have to start recruiting for SciOly once we get back from regionals, and I have to jump back into the College Cycle. But all that doesn't matter. I can temporarily forget all that, because what is the most important is getting through the next day. Once again I recall the Confucious saying that "The scholars of old studied for themselves, the scholars of present study for others." But is it a problem of the scholars themselves, or a problem of the society? And considering the fact that Confucious felt that way 2000 years ago, has anything really changed? ::suddenly gets vision of future-istic Sushu griping and ranting in LJ-substitute in 4000::
Chem-> some reading. ignore
Math-> finish #18 (3 probs)
CompSci-> Ch. 17 test, Case Study part II
Econ-> Addition on Demand/Supply
Spanish-> crazy grammar stuff.
English-> half-rough-draft of Cyrano essay.
SciOly-> call Nancy about Qual.Anal, call Daxia about money, send out email to remind everyone to show up and bring shirts, call Michael about Energy Transfer list and rube, finish Boomilever backboard part, double check SciOly site to see if any changes. Study rocks and birds. Remember: t-shirts in tween room. Return weights.
Voila! That's it! Hmm... maybe have time to go to Choir concert?
Ack, so many things running through my mind. Homework, SciOly stuff, Colored Girls... There's no room left for long term plans. A part of my mind knows that there's an essay and a rough draft due Tuesday (that I should work on before Monday), and I have to start recruiting for SciOly once we get back from regionals, and I have to jump back into the College Cycle. But all that doesn't matter. I can temporarily forget all that, because what is the most important is getting through the next day. Once again I recall the Confucious saying that "The scholars of old studied for themselves, the scholars of present study for others." But is it a problem of the scholars themselves, or a problem of the society? And considering the fact that Confucious felt that way 2000 years ago, has anything really changed? ::suddenly gets vision of future-istic Sushu griping and ranting in LJ-substitute in 4000::
Chem-> some reading. ignore
Math-> finish #18 (3 probs)
CompSci-> Ch. 17 test, Case Study part II
Econ-> Addition on Demand/Supply
Spanish-> crazy grammar stuff.
English-> half-rough-draft of Cyrano essay.
SciOly-> call Nancy about Qual.Anal, call Daxia about money, send out email to remind everyone to show up and bring shirts, call Michael about Energy Transfer list and rube, finish Boomilever backboard part, double check SciOly site to see if any changes. Study rocks and birds. Remember: t-shirts in tween room. Return weights.
Voila! That's it! Hmm... maybe have time to go to Choir concert?